But

But I will get through this.. I always do

Once Again ..

Crazy, I feel like I'm going crazy.

Hello by Lionel Richie

Once Again

Once again it is sinking in.  I am so close to being free.  I am almost there

This Too

This too shall pass...  my eyes are tired... my muscles ache...my spirit is full of light in spite of it all...I am grateful.. the more I see that I never counted the more it sets me free...

Luna - rest in peace

Luna I love you my puppy.  Rest in Peace. Even though you are in a better place my heart hurts. I miss you.

You are not alone

And you are loved.

I cannot sleep

I cannot sleep... *sigh*

I Felt It

I felt it for a moment, but I felt it.  I was not tired.  It took me by surprise and for a moment it confused me, it has been so long.  Then I realized... This feeling is what it feels like not to be tired.  I am grateful.  This is big.  Thank you Lord.

I Wonder

I wonder.. why once again these moments. ?  I did notice there was a gentle smile with eyes this time.. a gentleness that comes with time, understanding, and spiritual growth.