I am sorry it took me so long to say - I am a mess but you are a mess too and what are we waiting for?

If you are out there, know that I am waiting for you. Missing you.

I want someone to love me for me for the mess that I am and I want to love him for him, for the mess that he is.

I asked you once to see like me. I ask you now, let me see like you. Show me what you see, let me feel what you feel, let me hear what you say.

I am a mess but I am me. You are a mess too. Except I stopped trying to hide it years ago. It took to much energy.

I love you wherever you are and wherever you may be.

I ask for love and for it to accept me as I am. I am broken and I am torn.I need a man who can accept me as I am. Are you out there?

The sweetness in this night is such a contrast from the heart wretching sadness from last night. I am grateful.

I smiled, I found the virtual book I threw at someone once. I will read it this week.