I understand so much more now and at the same time so little.

A little snow on the ground this mornong where I live. Seasons changing.

Just breathe.

I will not allow Fibromyalgia to define who I am. It is as simple as that. It is not living in denial. It is living with determination.

I just realize something so immense that slipped my thoughts. I am grateful for I am as I.

Day 362 - I have had much to think @ in the last two days.

Getting my head, thoughts, and emotions together.

As the night comes.... Peace and gratefulness is found, blessings to all.

Day 364. Beautiful day. Life is full of such sweetness and gentleness. We must allow ourselves to see it, feel it, and touch it. Blessings to all; to life.

Sending much love, hope, and joy to all.

Day 365 over. Good night. I hope you had a nice day.

... Here I am, yes it is me. No where else I'd rather be.... Lallala I forgot the name of this song...anyone?

Loving this moment .. It is the beginning of my life. Today I start living instead of just surviving. Happy Valentine's Day to all.

Yesterday I was clever, I wanted to change the world. Today I am wiser, so I am changing myself. Rumi

I used to love this song growing up even though I could never understand the lyrics... <:D>

Life is full of such beauty. It amazes me each and everyday. Blessings sent your way.

How warm and lovely is the light of the morning sun.

I am sorry it took me so long to say - I am a mess but you are a mess too and what are we waiting for?

If you are out there, know that I am waiting for you. Missing you.

I want someone to love me for me for the mess that I am and I want to love him for him, for the mess that he is.

I asked you once to see like me. I ask you now, let me see like you. Show me what you see, let me feel what you feel, let me hear what you say.

I am a mess but I am me. You are a mess too. Except I stopped trying to hide it years ago. It took to much energy.

I love you wherever you are and wherever you may be.

I ask for love and for it to accept me as I am. I am broken and I am torn.I need a man who can accept me as I am. Are you out there?

The sweetness in this night is such a contrast from the heart wretching sadness from last night. I am grateful.

I smiled, I found the virtual book I threw at someone once. I will read it this week.

My heart is quiet and in the quietness I find my strength again. I am grateful.

Trying once again to come to terms with my limitations. Life can be cruel and yet gentle at the same time. Such is life. Lol

So hurry up and get here so I can move on with my life... Lol

Sometimes even though we know a fall is coming there is nothing we can do.

There is a trap that lays before and I shall step whole heartedly knowing this is the last of series and soon I will be free

There is no way to look at the future without something changing. There is a beauty in that.

My heart says give no information. As much as it hurts it id time for me to listen to my heart.

Lalalala ..tell me once again who I am to you.. Who I am to you .... Lalala

The greatest step towards a life of simplicity is to learn to let go. Steve Maraboli

There is a saying, always follow nature, for it will never fail you. I wish I knew who said this. - I have a few questions.. <:\>

Learn how to see. Realize that everything connects to everything else. - Leonardo da Vinci

"Let food be thy medicine, medicine be thy food." - Hypocrates

I smile once again in this sweet moment of escape filled with prayer, faith, and joy. Thank you Lord.

And this connection will once again be like if there was no connection in this reality

Which will wash the book away it will also was my last tears away and this odd connection will be lost in the waters as once and for all it gently flows away

And mspace in 2009 they are both years with a 9 and a 2. My tears will fall one last time for I was falsely accused.. And like the river

Better to let sleeping dogs lay and let the river wash the book away...for no other will be able to make the connection between the lines written in 1992

The evidence of this connection needs to be destroyed.. I will let him be the victim for the sands of time has passed.

Or does he really not know of this book published with many and in the pages the words of the unknown?

Or did he know if this book and played himself to be a victim?

Before this year is over - will take the book and leave it the river to be washed away... For such a connection for some reason I rather the world not know.

Is there a purpose or is it just is because it is to be?

Is there a purpose or is it just is because it is to be?

Could it be? Could such a connection truly exist? And most important if it is so; what would be the purpose of such a connection?

And yet he truly in his heart believes it is so... I do not understand....

I have a poem published in 1992 in a book full of many poems.. It talks about the unknown and yet how dare he say I took the words from him.