Thursday, December 19, 2013

These Visions I

I see... they are new.......with the destiny unclear.... lovely... I worked so hard while it seemed like I was hardly working.... but my heart, spirit, and soul was, is, and will always be.  Lovely indeed these visions I see.  Well lovely for me.  So very lovely indeed.

Wondering

Wondering... just wondering.... are you... you know....wondering?

Friday, December 6, 2013

Angels all around again. Lord, please have mercy....

Mine, yours,his,hers..what else is to come? Breathe.... just breathe.... life .. embrace it.. inspite of it all... it is a gift to be cherished.... you are not alone for I am here with you.. even in the distance... remember to breathe and hold your head up high... you got this...

Monday, December 2, 2013

My heart hurts.. I get it

It hurts because you hurt.  It is just the way things are. If I could hug you I would.  I am here holding you. In the silence that is where you will find me.

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Changes Are Coming Again

But that is life.  We all know in the end life is different cycles.  For you, for me, for them, for us, you get the picture.  Lol.

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Really?

11 20 2013? Giggles todays is 11 21 2013 ... lol lovely isn't it?

Monday, November 18, 2013

Angels All Around

Angels all around....  my angels, his angels, their angels... all around ... what's up?

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

It is a new day and with each and everyday it is a new beginning.  Believe in your new day.

Sunday, November 3, 2013

good night, I can barely keep my eyes open, good night ....sleep well, may you find much peace, love, joy, and rest amen

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Lord have mercy

Lord have mercy for all of us.  Amen

An unbreakable connection

So if I cannot be unconnected and it has made me ill to attempt to unconnect... will I get healthier if I try to connect?

I am here

I am here. 

Morning World

Morning, today is 10-23-2013.  Let this day be the day which you follow your heart without fear.  Find a place full of joy, peace, and love and let your heart find it's compass.  Where is your compass leading you to?

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

There is no substitute for me

I am me and you are you.  There is only one me. There is only one you.  Noone can take the place of me. Just like noone can take the place of you.

Monday, October 21, 2013

Needle rock

Maybe I will go to needle rock tomorrow.. I could....I can... who says I cannot? Lol speak now or forever hold your peace.

Massage therapy

Such a beautiful day.  I wish a could go to school to be a massage therapist...

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Loving the fact that I realiZed just because I do not trust you does not mean I have a trust issue.

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Happy Father's Day to all and Happy Birthday brother. Love u and miss you.

Monday, May 27, 2013

I also used to tell myself, small but strong. <:\>
When I was a little girl I used to tell myself small is beautiful. - just heard it in a movie. Made me smile.

Monday, May 13, 2013

I wish I could find the book/essay called Out Of My Later Years wrtten by Albert Einstein ; just putting that out there.

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Do the right thing long enough and you will get the right result. Joyce Meyer

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Psalm 37:23-24
Psalm 46:10
1 Corithians 2:9
Search electric skillet recipes
Matthew 12:37
Matthew 6:14-15
Matthew 6:12
Luke 6:37
Jeremiah 17:7
Romans 3:23
Isaiah 43:19
God heals all wounds, restores lives, heals the spirit, redeems the soul, for through God all is possible. Amen
James 2:19
2 Corithians 1:5
Daily Whisper quotation cookbook aromatherapy book scrapbook style projects
James 5:16
John 7:38

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

There is nothing in your past or my past that God has not forgiven. Amen
Isaiah 43:18-19
Philippians 4:13
(2/2) of you Lord. Thank you. AMEN
(1/2) I am left speechless at times when I realize mt physical body is in so much pain and yet my heart still lives with much joy and I know it is all because
The energy tonight is filled with much love, healing, and strength. Allow it to enter your heart, fill your spirit, and nurture your soul. Amen
Isaiah 40:31
Each time I feel the fibro kicking in... I give it to you God; and each time I rise above it just a little bit stronger than before and I am grateful. Amen
Matthew 5:6
Proverbs 18:20-21
Do your daily words cut like a knife or do the soothe your soul?
Do your daily words cut like a knife or do the soothe your soul?
John 14:6
Psalm 119:165
Psalm 121 & Psalm 23
Psalms 91:11
Isaiah 41:13
Isaih 26:3
John 8:31-32
Psalm. 71:8
Jeremiah 17:14
Ephesians 2:10
Psalm 33:4-5

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

To share your weakness is to make yourself vulnerable; to make yourself vulnerable is to show your strength. Criss Jami
You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step. MLK Jr.

Monday, April 22, 2013

"..if u you don't want to be prey anymore ...become the hunter" Chanda Hahn
Strengthen your mind to strengthen your body, spirit, and soul.
I had a feeling that if I walked past him he would poke me with a stick just and to see my reaction and record it. Chanda Hahn
"I've been a fool. The ones I had yearned to know.... Had never wished to know me. Akalle
I finally realized. "I was not lost. I was an outcast."
It takes a being who understands herself, to accept the flaws of other. Akalle
Perhaps there is something to be said for not knowing a past that no longer patterns. Akalle

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Such a beautiful day.. Letting the beauty soak in and fill my heart with joy.

Saturday, April 6, 2013

If your ship doesn't come in, swim out to it. Jonathan Winters

Friday, March 29, 2013

We live not upon what we eat, but upon what we digest. Abernethy found quote in a book published in 1893 called Science in the Kitchen.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

To let go is to release the images and emotions, the grudges and fears, the clinging's and disappoint.ents of the past that bind our spirit. Jack Kornfield
In the process of letting go you will lose many things from the past, but you will find yourself. Deepak Chopra
Love cures. It cures those who have it and it cures those who receive it. Karl Menninger
1 John 5:12
Love cures. It cures those who have it and it cures those who receive it. Karl Menninger
When anger arises, think of the consequences. Confucius
Proverbs 11:2
When you look for the good in others, you discover the best in yourself. Martin Walsh
Patience with others is Love, @atience with self is Hope, Patience with self is Hope, Patience with God is Faith. Adel Bestavros
There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. George Sand
There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. George Sand
Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else. Unknown
If you judge people, you have no time to love them. Mother Teresa
It's not how mich we give but how much love we put into giving. Mother Teresa
1 Corinthians 13:4-7 <:\>
Live a life that is worth living. Dan Savage
We all deserve to be happy. We need to learn to only allow people and things into our lives that bring happiness, joy, and love.
You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection. Buddha
The best love is the one that makes you a better person w/out changing you into someone other than yourself.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

I understand so much more now and at the same time so little.
A little snow on the ground this mornong where I live. Seasons changing.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

I will not allow Fibromyalgia to define who I am. It is as simple as that. It is not living in denial. It is living with determination.
I just realize something so immense that slipped my thoughts. I am grateful for I am as I.
Day 362 - I have had much to think @ in the last two days.
Getting my head, thoughts, and emotions together.

Friday, February 15, 2013

As the night comes.... Peace and gratefulness is found, blessings to all.
Day 364. Beautiful day. Life is full of such sweetness and gentleness. We must allow ourselves to see it, feel it, and touch it. Blessings to all; to life.
Sending much love, hope, and joy to all.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Day 365 over. Good night. I hope you had a nice day.
... Here I am, yes it is me. No where else I'd rather be.... Lallala I forgot the name of this song...anyone?
Loving this moment .. It is the beginning of my life. Today I start living instead of just surviving. Happy Valentine's Day to all.
Yesterday I was clever, I wanted to change the world. Today I am wiser, so I am changing myself. Rumi
I used to love this song growing up even though I could never understand the lyrics... <:D>
Life is full of such beauty. It amazes me each and everyday. Blessings sent your way.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

I am sorry it took me so long to say - I am a mess but you are a mess too and what are we waiting for?
If you are out there, know that I am waiting for you. Missing you.
I want someone to love me for me for the mess that I am and I want to love him for him, for the mess that he is.
I asked you once to see like me. I ask you now, let me see like you. Show me what you see, let me feel what you feel, let me hear what you say.
I am a mess but I am me. You are a mess too. Except I stopped trying to hide it years ago. It took to much energy.
I love you wherever you are and wherever you may be.
I ask for love and for it to accept me as I am. I am broken and I am torn.I need a man who can accept me as I am. Are you out there?
The sweetness in this night is such a contrast from the heart wretching sadness from last night. I am grateful.
I smiled, I found the virtual book I threw at someone once. I will read it this week.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

My heart is quiet and in the quietness I find my strength again. I am grateful.
Trying once again to come to terms with my limitations. Life can be cruel and yet gentle at the same time. Such is life. Lol

Saturday, February 9, 2013

So hurry up and get here so I can move on with my life... Lol
Sometimes even though we know a fall is coming there is nothing we can do.
There is a trap that lays before and I shall step whole heartedly knowing this is the last of series and soon I will be free
There is no way to look at the future without something changing. There is a beauty in that.
My heart says give no information. As much as it hurts it id time for me to listen to my heart.
Lalalala ..tell me once again who I am to you.. Who I am to you .... Lalala

Friday, February 8, 2013

The greatest step towards a life of simplicity is to learn to let go. Steve Maraboli
There is a saying, always follow nature, for it will never fail you. I wish I knew who said this. - I have a few questions.. <:\>
Learn how to see. Realize that everything connects to everything else. - Leonardo da Vinci

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

"Let food be thy medicine, medicine be thy food." - Hypocrates

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

I smile once again in this sweet moment of escape filled with prayer, faith, and joy. Thank you Lord.

Saturday, February 2, 2013

And this connection will once again be like if there was no connection in this reality
Which will wash the book away it will also was my last tears away and this odd connection will be lost in the waters as once and for all it gently flows away
And mspace in 2009 they are both years with a 9 and a 2. My tears will fall one last time for I was falsely accused.. And like the river
Better to let sleeping dogs lay and let the river wash the book away...for no other will be able to make the connection between the lines written in 1992
The evidence of this connection needs to be destroyed.. I will let him be the victim for the sands of time has passed.
Or does he really not know of this book published with many and in the pages the words of the unknown?
Or did he know if this book and played himself to be a victim?
Before this year is over - will take the book and leave it the river to be washed away... For such a connection for some reason I rather the world not know.
Is there a purpose or is it just is because it is to be?
Is there a purpose or is it just is because it is to be?
Could it be? Could such a connection truly exist? And most important if it is so; what would be the purpose of such a connection?
And yet he truly in his heart believes it is so... I do not understand....
I have a poem published in 1992 in a book full of many poems.. It talks about the unknown and yet how dare he say I took the words from him.

Thursday, January 31, 2013

The light which shines on a sweet tender day is the type of light that seems to hold you tenderly. What a lovely day.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Calling a cookie a cookie. Does not mean someone loves you any less. It is about calling it like it is.
It is not about opening old wounds it is sometimes about healing wounds which have never stopped bleeding
I forgive Lord, as I ask for forgiveness. Amen
I was asked once.. How wise is it to take advice from someone who has in the past lied to you? Right out of the liars mouth. Lol What irony.
And then how easily some pieces of the puzzle come together.
The respect that was easily given was very quickly lost. It took alot to finally realize it should not have been given in the first place. Sigh
I had read something from a voice which I respected and had found it disturbing.
Wholeness is not at all a disease-free condition. Ruth Werner

Monday, January 28, 2013

Clouds are here in the sky. Wish it would just rain. Longing for the rain, my dear and long time friend.

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Understanding is sometimes something that we never get at the moment...

Saturday, January 26, 2013